Raelee wrote : The low self esteem that you spoke of is simply a part of the low profile I adopted years ago.
Raelee, I suspect that you are "drop-dead" gorgeous, built like a brick shit house, funny, witty, intelligent, and friendly. It has always been my experience with a lot of women, the more they had going for them, the lower the self-esteem.
I never understood that, came to accept it, but never understood. Have a baby sister, that fought for years with the same problem.
Hope your "boyfriend" treats you with all the respect you deserve.
Then the most contraversial part, afterglow. Youve come, you want to withdraw and have a smoke, or go to sleep. For us we have a warm sensation that remains. We want to remain close, to feel appreciated, wanted, even loved. Usually all we get is a snoring back....
I never understood this one either. Sorry, but when I got in there, I NEVER wanted to leave.
@Arnulf, now that's a funny story. Reminds me of my hernia surgery. It was back in '01, no wait '02, I was. . .
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