by ExtraStiffy » Tue, 13Aug27 16:21
What I'm getting at here is I have an enormous gift/talent for creative writing, but zero programming/design skills. I look at 3d modeling programs and my eyes glaze over as I sit there thinking, "Wow...look at all the pretty buttons on the menu bar!" I look at programming code and think, "That's not 'gobbledygook'... that's gobbledyGEEK'!" as my eyes glaze over and the headache sets in.
Years ago, when I was in college, instead of applying myself and really hitting the books and paying due diligence to the coursework, I spent the vast majority of my free time (and even some of my class time) designing and running scenarios for various RPG games (most notably, WarHammer FRPG). I wrote and designed adventures for solos, small groups of two, three, or four, all the way up to a massive (and unwieldy) campaign for nineteen players. My brain is not wired for amphibological, vague conceptualizations such as "let x = whatever". Case in point: I had to take algebra four times from high school through college just to finally "pass" it with a "D". It's the worst grade (or series of grades) I've ever gotten in anything in my entire life. I've been bad at math as far back as I can remember. Now, today, they'd just teach me "new math", and I'd probably do fine, but back then, I just couldn't wrap my head around formulae. Case in point #2: I positively ROCKED at every science course I ever took...right up until we hit Avogadro's Number in Chemistry. If it's something concrete that I can lay my hands on, or a formula that I can relate to some physical construct, then I'm fine, but indefinite variables leave me spinning my wheels. Case in point #3: Going back to the problem I had with algebra, for the life of me, I could not grasp a simple concept like "slope" (rise/run) at all, ever. It wasn't until years later when I was working in residential construction and we got to making stair cases that I had the eponymous "Eureka!" moment, and suddenly the light bulb came on, and everything clicked into place. All of which goes to explain why, even though I have a Bachelor's Degree, I drive a truck for a living, or would, if I wasn't currently unemployed.
I have, as you have most likely already surmised, ZERO talent and/or skill at programming. Insofar as 3D modelling and rendering, I know what I like, but I couldn't begin to draw it or tell someone else how to do it. Furthermore, as you can tell simply by reading this (and all of my posts), I am possessed of a vocabulary and, may I be so bold as to suggest, virtuosity, of the English language and grammar which many, if not most, people today seem to lack. This is not an attempt on my part to "pat myself on the back" for my language skills. As Tlaero put it in "Coffee with Keisha"; "Equally skilled, but at different things".
Having said all of that, I'm done with text-based AIF. I've gone through CYOO2, and Hyperdreams, and cannot get past more than a couple of pages before the 5th-grade level English drives me to distraction and makes me want to rip my hair out.
What I need is someone who has that requisite programming skill who may or may not have his own (not being sexist, it's proper grammar) plot in mind or who is willing to collaborate on a project/plan. If he (again, proper grammar) also has the modeling skill, so much the better, if not, then we would then need to find a third person to handle that.
So, to get back to my original question, if someone has a 3d rendered model and wants to incorporate it into a a Tlaero/Phreaky, Chaotic-type 3D story, I can, quite possibly, be of assistance. However, I need to see that character through YOUR eyes, if I am to write a plot line around it. Conversely, if I have an idea for a character, then whomever handles the modelling needs to design that model true to MY vision, and not as HE sees it.
If I can find a 3D drawing program that doesn't make me feel like I need a Master's Degree in computer science to use it, fine, I'll take a stab at drawing, but it would seem to me the better option would be to hit the ground running, so to speak, and jump in with others who are equally skilled in their end of the workload.
Don't sweat the petty things. And while you're at it... don't pet the sweaty things.